i was thinking about it

my time is

ok thats all

night.

so

it

freaky

i cant remembr what

then i realised that

so i did

thats when i realised and slammed on the opel's brakes

and that it was a rainy day

and slammed again

i stopped just in time.

i was just 1 finger's width away from the car in front

thats when i looked into my back view mirror and saw the proton mpv behind swerve to the right just to avoid me and almost hit the right barriers

amazing

freaking scary

and it was fine

and noone hit me

the reason why everybody slammed brakes

a car had hit a motorcyclist in the first lane

and so did everyone else crashing into everyone else.

lol

was scary.

had

crazy

the chalet

but then turned into a mess

my goodness.

start becoming depreciating assets

when they start reminding me of irritatants i dont like

i willl fuck them over.

i will not be used like a fucking dog

this is my life

to the JJM show.

and

well the proton was fun

totally amazing

then the vespa was totally on the ball la

i only had so much time to decide if i should buy or not

lemme put it here so that if i died it be explained properly.

made me doubt my ability to fund NYC

simply saving up and throwing away nearly 4000 dollars

its not easy you know

into that shithole

getting all that attitude

being shouted at my ah bengs wayy younger than me who can spend 368 on bottles of liquid

and there i was

the dog

sorry.

clocking in all the hours and all that shit

on nyc

that nyc was not the way to go

after looi sent a letter to him

yup

thats when i decided i wouldnt throw away all that money

thats when i decided i would dissappoint my cousins

and lose a few hundred

and lose 5000

i loved new york city.

i refuse now to go to nyc

i reversed my thinking

im fully capable of doing that kinda shit.

even though ill have 2 week free?

and save

i bought the vespa

and i thought id never get it

i dunno?

the initial 1500 i had in the bank was spent fully on

the license

enjoying a manual proton for 36 hours.

nope.

sure i was spat at

sure it broke my heart to see my break hearts.

but

im living life

i want to.

oh wells.

it made more sense

1000 on buying the vespa

1000 on doing the internals of the vespa

and still have

and know

isnt it beautifull?

spend

i wont have to come back home as i would have to after nyc

to come back to this stupid world

nothing in my stomach

nithing

after i rode the vespa today

and farid did ask me to warm up the engine everyday

so i wheeled it under my block

to i tried

if i simply gave the engine a bit of oil

amazing

fucking amazing

i saw this area behind my carpark which was ulu ttm

and hey

put it in gear 1

i shot forward

TOTALLY AMAZING

AND IT WAS FREAKING AMAZING

it became weightless!

superbly amazing really.

i clutched in and shifted to 2

it shifted so amazingly smoothly

freaking amazing

i was zooming up and down the back of my blocks

so i turned off the engine and wheeled it into the carpark nextdoor and started it

but dangerous cos of the other road users

then i quickly put it in gear 2

damn that was fun

i guess

not alot of people knows what its like

so imma work

and save

i had 30 in my bank account 2 days ago

im glad

for the vespa

well guess what?

but getting my name changed as the new owner of a 1984 piaggio vespa on the equally awesome date of

not only that, but signging up for my license on that date and receiving it at my place on taht date.

really

amazing.

the feeling all would be the same

i would once again be a tourist

then

but for now?

by

amazing little green thing

a vespa

no regrets.